Friday, August 25, 2006


The face of an angel is all that is here.
One beautiful freckle equals one terrified tear.
Not ready to leave, but has to go.

Wants to turn back but God says no.
Leaving life is a scary thought just for love.
I guess it's something that can’t be fought.

A mother, a father, a sister, and friends, a
meaningful life that suddenly ends.
An angel was what she was meant to be.

Now just think of all she can see looking over her
lover night, and day saying "I love you" in her own special way.

In the night we sleep, and in the day we cry.
She watches us all in her star in the sky.

Don't look into my eyes
there is only silence
Don't look into my mind
there is only blankness
Don't look into my heart
there is only anger
Don't look into my soul
there is only darkness
Don't look into my hand
there are only scars
Don't look into my smile
there is only coldness

In my darkness hour
I called for you
cried out in anguishtormented and confused

you never came, why I didn't know
we met only a short time ago
saw you in the shadows as the night grew near
you sensed my heart beating rapidly in fear

I didn't understand what or who you were
didn't realize what your motives were
then you touched me and slowly turned me to you
I gazed into your eyes, and then I knew

My Angel of Darkness had found me now
together we would live eternally bound
we would feed together and hunt as one
rule the darkness and allow only chosen ones

Suddenly you turned and walked away
couldn't look at me, no words did you say
you disappeared back into the nigh
tleft me alone after taking my life

You gave me darkness to feast alone
turned me into a creature others scorned
I knew nothing about your world
now condemned to eternity alone

i am the definition af deranged

i am a tortuered soul wandering amongst ruins

twisted memories fading in the background

the things i have done, the lives i have ruined......

i am the infestation known as pain

i am the cross on which jesus was hung

condemed for longer that eternity

i wither and burn, screaming 'midst the flames......